An activity which young homosexual men with problems of self esteem and identity pursue. The aim is to purposefully contract HIV as a means to suicide, and is often the result of a spike of alchohol abuse combined with a severe mood swing due to unadressed underlying depression/lack of self worth. A horrendously misunderstood activity, which is made worse by lack of awareness.
"Yeah I'm feel pretty crap a lot of the time, and I know I have problems, but I'd never chose to commit suicide"
"oh my god that creep I met up with practically raped me and did'nt even use a condom"
See also, gift giving, and crystal meth.